here i am about to talk about something i have been thinking for a while now, so bare with me; smarty probably is one of the most important youtubers in my life. i have been watching this man for a good year and a half & never have i ever been disappointed. he is such a fucking good person and when i see him say stuff like this, it really gets to me. it gets to me because it means so much to know that someone i look up to, felt that way about himself for awhile, yet he continued. he continued and now he knows how happy he is. and it really warms me because 2/3 out of the time i have no fucking clue what im doing, and its scary as shit. but when i see this i feel more confident. i feel like i can say “i know what im doing, and im going to be happy” so thank you smarty, truly thank you for being so important in my life.